another mundane day......

it's almost 5:30. can't wait to get out of here. I feel that this place is draining all my happy thoughts and I am already in the verge of insanity.

speaking of happy thoughts, I am finding it hard to think of one lately. Even the fact that i's payday today doesn't seem to help. My mind is like a blank piece of paper. No words, sqiggles, not even a dot - it is empty. In between writings, I find myself staring at the monitor and thinking of nothing. My mind just zooms out as if trying to contact some distant planet and it is taking forever to reach it.