rantings...

I so hate the feeling when you feel your resolve slowly slipping away. Just when you convince yourself that doing this will be for your own good and you promised yourself that you will be firm with the decision, suddenly, something happens or you see something that makes you think twice and then you feel your determination slowly crumbling down to pieces. Argh! I really hate this feeling. Your head tells you to be firm with the decision because it's the right thing to do but then your heart tells you to do otherwise... When it comes to acting on your decisions, should you follow your head or your heart?

The head, being the center of logic, usually follows the rules, considers the morals of society. Whatever is right according to social laws and morally-accepted beliefs is what our head tells us to do. It's either you do it or you don't. It's black and white - No gray areas, no in betweens.

The heart, on the other hand, deals more on the emotions associated with the decision. When it feels right, even if everybody says otherwise, then for the heart, it is the right thing to do. Emotions are the biggest factor when deciding to choose to do what the heart tells you to do. And when emotions are involved, everything gets hazy and blurry and shitty.

I honestly don't have any idea how to end this piece. It's like everything is floating in my head. A million ideas and thoughts wanting to be immortalized in this blog and I don't know where to start! Everything is just so downright confusing that I am surprised I still can sleep soundly at night. I guess the Badger sleep balm helps (buy it! it's effective). Argghhhhh!!!!!!!